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This pregnancy is weirding me out. I'm already in my 2nd trimester and I haven't really gotten my appetite back yet. Yesterday was the most I ate in one day since the past 3 months. I had this overwhelming craving for bacon but now I'm over it. Today I haven't had anything but two Eggo waffles and cottage cheese, but that cottage cheese tasted SO GOOD! And I thought I was suppose to be getting my energy back but I had to take two naps yesterday and even after 8 full hours of sleep I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. What's happening to me? When I was pregnant with Aidan I worked full time and I was constantly on the go. I never thought about napping in the afternoon. Then aside from having lost 7 pounds, I haven't gained any of it back yet. I'm worried because I'm suppose to be gaining a pound a week from now on. Mostly I'm just hoping everything is well with baby. I wish I could see how he/she's growing. With all the weird things going on with me, I hope that nothing weird is happening in there.

A few days ago I read a blog from this woman documenting her first pregnancy and she and her husband were so happy and excited. Then around her seventh month she found out that the baby had an irregular heartbeat but the doctors told her that sometimes it happens and there was a good chance the baby would outgrow it before birth. But the sad ending is that her baby passed away hours after her birth. I probably shouldn't have read her blog because it just gave me something else to fear. You think everything is going well and then all of the sudden the world is turned upside down.

OK, I'm off to think good thoughts now...